About crush

We call them crush.
Because they gonna hurt you. They gonna destroy you.

They gonna hurt your feeling. They gonna crush your heart. They gonna destroy every single hope that you keep for them beneath your unspoken words.

For loving them in the dark. For following their shadow and watch them dance under the light. Dance with someone that you couldn't beat with everything you got.

You can love them.
But you can't have them.

You call them crush because they were meant to hurt you. As if they don't, you would call them sweetheart.

Via Luqman San

I don't need you

I don't need you. In the depths of sadness and despair, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. In the pit of depression where everything seems wrong and falling apart, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. For all the times I called you to save me from the days I feel all alone and lonely, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. Moments that I needed your company and your loving hands to warm the coldness that's filling up the spaces of my heart, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. For all the times I shined the brightest and I wanted you to witness it, where were you? You weren't there. I don't need you. Times when doubts and fears conquered my mind, all I wanted was the truth but where were you?

But when you needed time, I set aside and drop all the things I should do to see you.
But when you feel like nobody's there for you. I was there.
But when you needed attention, I was always available. One dumb text away no matter what time of the day, you were my priority.
And when you needed love, I poured my heart out and showed you the soul like no one else had. It was pure, it was only for you, it was my downfall but it made you happy for awhile. I didn't mind.

I still love you but where were you?
I don't need you. I just don't feel the need to be your number two.
I don't need you.

Words by: Regine Deroca